Tonight is the Night

Tonight is the Night

Where we become one

Tonight is the Night

We share our love

Together and Forever

We will always be

Until someone comes along

And breaks us up

But that won’t be

That won’t win

True love will prevaul

Again and again

I am so happy to have met

Someone like you

Someone who understands

Every word

Every cry

Every heart beat

I am so glad to call you mine

One Love

One Heartbeat

Together

Forever

Till the End of Time

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Circles

Here I go

Here I go again

Around in Circles

Again

Why do I come back

Waiting for more

When all you bring

Is the same bullshit from before

Time and time again

I crawl back in to your web of deceit

Lies and betrayal

To be brokenhearted

Again and Again

Love is such a powerful word

But I guess I love you too much

To let you go

There is still that part of me

That wants what we used to have

The good times

I can’t even look at you the same

Everything has changed

Changed Forever

So I guess I should move on

But I always go back

There I go

Around in circles

 

Dumb Fool

Dumb

Dumb

Dumb Fool

What the hell is wrong with you?

You think you’re slick

You think you’re funny

But you’re the only one that’s laughing

And you know something

I think I have met

One of the most dumbest

People in the World

And I am so sorry

That I ever spent so much time on you

But I guess my momma was right

About hanging around

A fool like you

You think I’m dumb

That I don’t know your tricks

All the moves you make

I have know you for 6 years

You still think that I don’t know you

Your tricks couldn’t pass me

But once again, I gave you the benefit of the doubt

And I played the fool for you

But now I learn

And Now I see

That I will never play fool again

And there will never be you and me

 

Hate to Loose You

You said you would always be there

That you would always care

Be my sister in the rain

Through the heartache and pain

We were bestfriedns till the end

We would strive together for what whatever faced us

Now,

times have changed since then

Now we are worse enemies

Can’t stand to look at each other

Hate to be near wach other

We won’t even breathe the same air

All of what, you ask

because when I needed you, you weren’t there

You didn’t care

You didn’t care if I was sick

or sad  or crying out for help

I needed you but you never coame

You put your own selfishneeds before what really mattered

Where were you?

I can’t say it any less

This person I used to love

Has been replaced with somebody I don’t know

The complete oppposite of what I loved

I still hurt

because I missed the person you used to be

You were my motivator

The one I could talk too

The one I can lean on

I miss that

Come back best friend come back to me 😉 ♥

A Daddy’s Love

If you followed my other blog this poem I wrote before my dad lost his battle with cancer. RIP

A Daddys Love will always be there
A Daddys Love will always protect you.
Sometimes you are stubborn sometimes
I may not agree with everything that you say or do
But you are always there when I need you.
You never gave up on me so I want give up on you.
You are strong like a ox
Able to take any things that come your way
Like this cancer
Daddy dont give up
Be strong and fight because you are not in this alone.
I love you daddy

Update : My dad lost his battle with cancer on May 28, 2011 at 1: 55 am.

On this day I am sad

On this day I am shock

Can’r believe your gone

In a quick flash

I thought you were going to beat this

Strong as an ox, you could fight this

But God had other plans for you

Each day I will remember what you thought me

And I will continue in your legacy

My mom  cries for you everyday

She said you were her best friend

And my daddy

I miss you more each day.

May your fighting spirit rest and I won’t let you down.

I love you Now and Forever

RIP  JAMES AUGUSTUS LAND ♥

I Wish You Well

I Wish You Well by Alicia Lee

All the nights I cried

All the nights I tried

To become a better person

for you

You see I love you from the bottom of my HEART

I truly do

But do you ever notice me?

Do you care how I feel INSIDE?

The PAIN that YOU caused ME.

The LIES, the HURT, the DECIET according to your mind

It is all a fading game of tour memory

You use me like a RAG

Wipe me down, Wipe me off.

Like DUST on your clothes.

But,

WHY do I keep wanting you?

WHY do I thrive for you?

WHY, WHY, WHY?

All my friends say you’re know good.

But,

WHY do I keep running back?

You see, you are like a CHILD

Always

Taken aback by your own shadow

SCAREd 2 see your own mistakes.

It doesnt take much to say “I’M SORRY”

DOES the PAIN on my face tell you anything?

DOES the pain in my HEART  melts your ICY grin of fake smiles?

Do You really care?

But,

In a way I want to THANK YOU

Thank you for being my motivator

THANK YOU for telling me that I was weak,

that I was broken, shattered

Those words only made me STRONGER.

You may have thought you broke this BEAUTIFUL vase

But all this vase needed was a new cleaning of Lysol.

You think that after all this time, I would:

DESPISE you

Or may even KILL you

But the love we had for each other will never die

That part of me will always be that way

I FORGIVE you for hitting me

for chocking you

for disrespecting me

for raping me

I forgive you for all the evil you done.

Now I am FREE to go on  about my life.

I can live my life  without living it in fear.

Live my life without any hurt from you

I live my life like it is GOLDEN

and more PRECIOUS than gold

While I still forgive you

You will get yours

The lord says it ” Pray for the ones that mistreat you.”

Until that day comes

I WISH YOU WELL

(C) by Alicia Kathleen Lee