I Wish You Well by Alicia Lee
All the nights I cried
All the nights I tried
To become a better person
You see I love you from the bottom of my HEART
I truly do
But do you ever notice me?
Do you care how I feel INSIDE?
The PAIN that YOU caused ME.
The LIES, the HURT, the DECIET according to your mind
It is all a fading game of tour memory
You use me like a RAG
Wipe me down, Wipe me off.
Like DUST on your clothes.
WHY do I keep wanting you?
WHY do I thrive for you?
WHY, WHY, WHY?
All my friends say you’re know good.
WHY do I keep running back?
You see, you are like a CHILD
Taken aback by your own shadow
SCAREd 2 see your own mistakes.
It doesnt take much to say “I’M SORRY”
DOES the PAIN on my face tell you anything?
DOES the pain in my HEART melts your ICY grin of fake smiles?
Do You really care?
In a way I want to THANK YOU
Thank you for being my motivator
THANK YOU for telling me that I was weak,
that I was broken, shattered
Those words only made me STRONGER.
You may have thought you broke this BEAUTIFUL vase
But all this vase needed was a new cleaning of Lysol.
You think that after all this time, I would:
Or may even KILL you
But the love we had for each other will never die
That part of me will always be that way
I FORGIVE you for hitting me
for chocking you
for disrespecting me
for raping me
I forgive you for all the evil you done.
Now I am FREE to go on about my life.
I can live my life without living it in fear.
Live my life without any hurt from you
I live my life like it is GOLDEN
and more PRECIOUS than gold
While I still forgive you
You will get yours
The lord says it ” Pray for the ones that mistreat you.”
Until that day comes
I WISH YOU WELL
(C) by Alicia Kathleen Lee